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First of all, I'm not pissed, nor sad, nor angry. Look how wide my smile is. Look at it!

Also, I'm sorry but I swear a lot. I'm not a nicest person.

I'm slowly getting fucking tired of certain people, of being told how I should live my life, of being called whore, of endless bragging, OF FUCKING DRAMA (get the fuck out of my life if you don't like me so much). I'm tired of people calling my girlfriend names. I'm tired of"experts" in every domain, people so skilled and awesome that I can't fucking even. Poles tend to be experts in everything you know! If I see another fuckhead calling my friends "copycats" of me, or if I'm going to hear once again that I should get "a real job", if another smartass tries to befriend me, I'll fucking start to beat people, literally. I don't like most people, people don't get I'm terribly introvertic, that I hold grudges and that I'm not gonna change because of someone's ramblings!

No thank you, I don't wanna come to any drunk party anymore, I don't wanna pretend in front of someone that nothing happened, I'm happy with my life right now and everyone that is not involved should stop sticking their nose in it! FUCK! Is it that hard to understand?

For the rest of you: this is only for certain people. Not everyone can understand my situation, but in fact I'm feeling better and better, people are just not ok with me giving zero fucks. I fucking don't care, no more fucks to give, leave me alone. If you wanna whine, just don't do it, leave. Too many people called me "friend". I fucking hate being called a friend, this makes me obligated, like if people were demanding my friendship
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DJP15 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I cant be far from this stage XD 
Just give me arts! Is all I ask XD
LoveMeCheerilee Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013
love your artwork :D
metalorbust Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
this guy is my brother
MeghanMagica Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
omg I just love that smile sooo much X3
Fallen-H Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Still cant get over how cool this picture is, and reading the description simply completes it
MadManInTheBox Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Never seen your art or heard of you before. Read the description.

You're awesome. :]

And your art is epic.
SHaDOwLUiGImwahaha Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013
Heell yeah, Prodigy!
Awesome expression and bushy-brushy effects man!
xSatchix Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
Was gonna ask, Then what do your friends call you, But never mind just realized its kinda gonna getting in your biz. But i think i can answer that on my own. So hope things turn out for the better
Ori-J Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
Everyone has those days, dude. I can only hope it gets better. Stay strong :) We're all here for you, even fi you don't really know many of us at all :)
Nniepelnosprytna Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013
Azraeles27 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
Interesting detail of the bloodshot left eye (right eye? It's on the left side of the image.) The crazy geometric splatter texture is also quite awesome. It looks a lot more distorted and pixelated in the lower right corner, and I'm wondering if this was intentional or accidental. Personally, I like the smoother red splatter in the upper right corner (It looks almost like someone quickly ran a paint roller over a concrete wall.) Overall, this is thoroughly awesome, full of emotion (the good kind) and blue/red is always a nice combo. Great job!
atomicalicorn Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013   Digital Artist
Love the art, love the way you think, and I love both The Prodigy & Noisia.

and I can't wait for Prodigy's new album. Gonna steal me a motherfuckin' fighter jet!
SuccubusBrony Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
They're just ignorant
SarielMichelle Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
-shakes hand-
revicam Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
You sir are awesome! You have my undying respect sir!
AutumnWindFoxy Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
To ten... weź idź znajdź pracę, zmień dziewczynę, powiedz wszystkim żeby przestali z Ciebie zrysowywać, bo ile można, naucz się anatomii, bo nie da się patrzeć, a jak wiadomo mówię to z doświadczenia, bo jestem mistrzem anatomii (i perspektywy, eheeee...) i może zacznij wyglądać i zachowywać się jak dorosły człowiek z racji swojego wieku.

No, jak już Ci nawrzucałam, to mogę zaprosić na kawę za 25% ceny od poniedziałku po mojej pracy po 16 godzinie. Oczywiście jesteście mile widziani oboje w dogodnej lokacji (na przykład na Świdnickiej). Jak ktoś jeszcze chce iść, to ofkorz też zapraszam, ale tak do trójki włącznie z Wami, bo zniżki mam limitowane :)
commodorebasic Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
Okay, great-artist-that-does-not-want-to-be-called-a-friend-because-feels-obligated-dude.
Koscielny Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
I will not be too original, because everything has already been written. But in spite of everything I wants to say that I understand you perfectly. And despite the fact that my work is not as impressive as what you are creating, I know the issue of the "experts" looks like. Dude, you have an amazing talent. There is a lot of people who love what you do. Show all "experts" that You don't give a shit about their opinion. Fuck them, and do what you're doing. I know that many people are inspired by you. Including me.
I can say that thanks to what you wrote, you have earned even much respect in my eyes. You are not only outstanding artist, but also a very wise person.
YellowQuiet Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist
"Time to bake some cupcakes!" I love the big evil grin ^^
budster248 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
That was a great remix, thanks for the link & I hope things improve with your life.
Skytch Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
I can feel your pain dude. Sometimes you just feel like putting a middle finger to the world.
admiralwolverine1 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
awesome pic

yeah, people suck
UrbanHawk Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
but you are forgetting one thing.. friendship is magic..
not demanding friendship, but the real true friendship :P
VeratheVix Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
I know, right? Why succumb to the mortal pleasures of alcohol when you can have the divine luxuries of opium.
Hopefully this is stuff that happens online! If so, well, too bad for them if they waste their time doing that, haha. No need to pay heed to them. If it's happening with the random person on the street, well, again, it's the same deal. Only you can punch them in the face. Daniel used to do that, oh, the good days.

As for friends... the term is thrown around so freely this days - they've removed its sanctity. I have the amazing number of... two friends, the rest are acquaintances and similar creative minds, but those are just people to bounce ideas off and whom I perform with here and there.
As a young musician the life is tough - none of the 'experts' give me much credit unless I sleep with them (haha, no, but I'm sure it would work). I've asked some collaborators to play them some recordings but under the name of 'an upcoming violinist' and their reaction is quite different. Anyway, humanity is fucked.

Also, I'll be recording your piece next week! Hopefully you'll be pleasantly surprised.

And I've never heard that song you're talking about. Have you heard this one: [link] ? It has a similar title! And the video is the shizzle.

Oh, and I love the image, cubist blood, psychotic tendencies...
FoxInShadow Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013   Digital Artist
Vera, you shining diamond of whatever classical era you associate with the most, you rock. Just speaking it out loud, and that comment made me grin. Two times, on opium and sleeping with critics
VeratheVix Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Ah, I'm merely a part of the continuation of one of the many journeys of creation that mankind has undertaken! A little like you; we're both exploring the slightly ethereal worlds of aesthetics and human emotion. In my opinion you're well on your way to becoming a great artist; the road is long and there always is a lot of pain on that road. But in the end even those 'assholes' who always manage to make things uncomfortable and even impossibly difficult might one day see your work and feel the very same emotions you did, tied to their own perception of the world, of course, and they'll only be able to say 'damn, he's captured this feeling perfectly' though they'd probably voice it as 'fuck, this gives me feels'.
And thank you! Heh, I'm glad I could bring out a grin.

Actually, I'm picturing a person saying 'friends, right?' with that insane look on their face. I'm pretty sure that's how it would look like if I could peer into their mind, haha!
AshSamael Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
Your anger means that you actually do care. Try to find a way to care even less - it's essential for calmness in your inner world. Yeah, and avoid stupid people with their mouths wide open.

I like those blood-like forms on the picture, they look pretty stylish.
HurricaneSparky Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
I still love you. <3
Vulpessentia Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Unfortunately, assuming that all people are fucking idiots until proven otherwise is not terrible philosophy to live by. And I agree, the title "friend" is something that is earned, and should not be tossed around as such. Keep doing what you do.
SaphyronQC Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are awesome and if you are happy, keep it that way. You Rock.
HypoPragmatic Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Before I rant myself, I'd just like to say how much you've inspired me. I'm a graphic designer, and was never that great at art. Seeing your art has made me want to be able to create more than posters and business cards.
Experts made me smile, because I've never agreed with a song more than that. Noisia's remix fit good too, far better than the original I'd say.
Your personality and interests (what little i know from your tumblr), and all the trials you've been open enough to share with us inspire me even more than your art.
You're unapologetic, and that fucking rocks. You don't limit yourself either, which rocks just as hard. I've never seen you give up just because somebody said no.
As for this "friend" thing, you're not my friend. Nope, far better. You're my favorite artist. Even if you quit tomorrow and join a circus, whatever. Your life.
Friendship is far more than the reciprocation of favors, I, myself, only have one friend. But I'd do almost anything for him without expecting shit, cuz that's how its SUPPOSED to work!
"Fuck the experts" has never been more perfect than now. Nobody knows you like you. That I can totally agree with, I do my own thing now because too many "experts" screwed up on me.
Seeing this little post from you has just steeled my resolve even more, knowing there are similar people with similar thoughts, its comforting. This is, hands down, my favorite post from you ever, because, holy shit, there is no fluff. at all. I hate fake people, and you're the most real person I've had the pleasure of meeting in this cyberjunkyard. Hell, maybe even more than anybody I've met IRL.
Keep doing whatever the fuck you want, cuz really, who's gonna stop you?
FoxInShadow Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013   Digital Artist
one of the best comments I ever got
HypoPragmatic Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
And every word of it true.
An addendum to my rant: Out of people who've inspired me, you're #2. Right behind da Vinci, with Tesla in third. If you keep being this badass though, you'll probably end up #1.
Mrocza Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You registered on DA in order to write that comment?!
Respect. :la:
HypoPragmatic Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Its the least I could do, really. If I weren't as poor as I am now, he'd have tons of commissions from me.
gameguy94 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
Yeah it can get pretty annoying when people tell you how to live you life and they don't know what you're going through. But very nice picture.
Dragoncone Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Filmographer
mmmm blood tasty
Olivaah Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
Your scenario is verry understandable considering what you do is strange to a lot of peaple, making them feel the need to tell you these things.

It's similar to bullying the smart/wierd guy in school.

Love your art though as many others also do.
Why stop now?
Poison-Trail Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
I'll never understand how some people expect those they first meet and connect with to be friends with them. It seems to me like I only have 5 or so friends, those I talk to on a daily basis. Doesn't make me "lonely", far from it. Introverts get their energy from interacting with a few close friends, but otherwise keep to themselves, which is -far- from being a sign of weakness or depression as I'm so tired of being told. I wish more people would understand that.

Some people just prefer meaningful relations over throwaway hordes of pseudo-buddies that think saying "Hi" to you entitles them to be seen as your friend.
FoxInShadow Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013   Digital Artist
T1N-CAN Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
hey I know this song
MonoOnYoutube Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I prefer, mutual business buddies. Also, why give a fuck? Ever? Do what you want, when you please. I'll do my own thing and accept the consequences. I am what one would call... Indifferent to everything that happens around them in the span of ten minutes. Also, The Prodigy reference. Good on you.
cormy1 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
O.o I fucking love your mentality...
For the most part anyway, I do believe in making compromises to at least respect another's thoughts, not that I'll necessarily take them to heart or anything. Just temporary NAPs until they're out of my life again.
The other thing is the problem with beating people... Unfortunately the world has placed rules on us, rules which have consequences if broken. (Not to mention I don't actually enjoy making people suffer in any way, unless it's mentally in which case I don't care at all, it's up to you how you take the things I say. I'm just an ass hole, don't let anything I say hurt you. It's your fault if it does, nothing I say matters)
I'm not a depressed individual, I'm not pessimistic, however I am DEPRESSING usually and the fact that I rarely smile or interact with others seems to make people think that I have a problem... And I do, but it's with them, not with me. I feel right as rain! :D
... Sort of. Guess it varies >.<
Anyway this was entirely pointless but your awesome rant inspired me to rant lol
Friend is a horrible horrible term, as are most relationship labels as far as I'm concerned.
duh-veed Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Yeah! Prodigy is awesome! :D
KalineReine Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Professional Writer
This is amazing, and I love it. :love: Smack My Bitch Up has been one of my favorite songs, since I was in high school. And the slightly psychotic or frisky smile is just great, and adds a lot to the pic. I LOVE IT! :eager: But anyway, lol... I know I never say that much, but you always inspire me with your work.

I'm glad you're okay with yourself as person now, or at least on your way to becoming okay with it probably, and that is how it should be. I know how it feels to have a ton of people on your case all the damn time. :( It sucks.

Frankly, I know there are a lot of them here that only "befriend" artists because they want free art. Or sometimes they just want other things from the person, basically to use them for what they can get. Those types are just assholes and bitches, that's all. There are some people who are legitimate and only want friendship though. Those are the only people I want to be friends with. I got sick long ago of allowing so much negativity and hate into my life. It was dragging me down and making me into a bitter person that I barely even recognized...

And those are just my thoughts. I'm more or less rambling at this point. But you are a brilliant artist. Don't let anyone take that away from you. ;P
Mrocza Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It all refers to polish mentally.

Many of polish culture qualities date back to Soviet times. Times were tough, and many people had to create relationships with people in certain businesses in order to get the things they needed. If you needed to get your child into a hospital, it would be best to know someone in medicine, or working in the hospital. Everyone worked to help one another and make personal connections. Many of these characteristics carry through into the lifestyles today but for different reasons.

In other words every pole is a dick. We always try to expand our "network of friendships" (sieć znajomości) and It's not subject to change because it's a tradition. :3

If you need a job. You need a friend.
If you have some problems with law all you need is a proper friend.
Fuck the polish logic. :U
KalineReine Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Professional Writer
Oh I totally understand that. :nod: It sucks, but it's one of the things that helped build the history of how society was formed and everything. It's true, you can't get anywhere in this world without being social in some way. If I could, I'd be a hermit and be totally alone always, but unfortunately it's nearly impossible for anyone to survive like that anymore. So I get what you mean. It doesn't always mean they are jerks, but it sometimes does.

And still, if someone is only being my friend to get something, then that person is using me and will not be a part of my life for long. On basic principle. It's a defense mechanism, and something people must do in order to protect themselves.
Mrocza Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
But in fact this system works fine. You give what you have and you get what you need.

Holy crap! I'm the part of the system! :S Is that wrong?
FoxInShadow Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013   Digital Artist
Thank you for... well, such a long comment. Thanks, really
KalineReine Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Professional Writer
No problem at all... I hope that whatever has been bothering you, all of it really, goes away. I can relate to what you said a lot.

I'm extremely antisocial and I don't like being around or talking to people much. But I love looking at art, and need to get feedback on my own art and writing, so it seems a bit of a double-sided coin sometimes. ^^;
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